Sunday, February 13, 2011

Happy valentine's day

I have written and re-written this blog post that I had hoped to dedicate to my husband Bill. I think this is my 5th attempt.
It's hard to find the exact words I want to say to the love of my life.
I met him in 1992. we became great friends and spent a lot of time together. we went Christmas shopping together for his girlfriend and ended up buying matching mats for each other.
I get a smile on my face every time I think about how our relationship started.

I just wanted to make sure the world knew it. but I can't seem to say enough. Or I end up saying it wrong. I love you Bill.
"Te adoro, te admiro, te amo!"

Sunday, February 6, 2011

missing him...

Bill just took the kids to his stepmom's funeralin California. They will be gone for a couple of days.
I miss him terribly. I do adore that man of mine. for all of our differences and struggles - I really do NOT want to be without him ever. He is such a comfort to me when I am down. or lonely.
Bill - I am writing this publicly to you. regardless of my selfish flaws and our differences of opinions, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. thanks for being patient with me as I grow my business and try to figure so many things out. I am so glad you are by my side through all of this.
I love you Bill.